I think it's swollen...

Sunday was really fun! Well, helped Stop Cloud to shift the digital piano to her house... So, we get to sit at the back of the lorry! Whoa! It's so long since the last time I sat at the back of the lorry. And what's more shiok is the big rain! Haha... not really that much a good thing but it's kinda fun to get play with the rain occasionally.

After the piano trip, we went all the way to a fish farm! Kinda cool, there's the fish spa. Well, mum kinda got mad, cause she says the sucker fishes may be capable of spreading other people's diseased skin around. Not that much of a good thing but, just for the sake of experience. And, fed the fishes and went around to look at the fishes for sale and the fish gallery. There's one really poor thing. The fish was kinda born with it's neck snapped downwards, so, it can't really swim around. But it's really alert, as u moved, u can see it's eyes moved, like it's looking at u.

Yea, and Monday went to training. Well, I didn't though. I'm sorta just walking around the school. Sorta wanted to jog, but the nice cooling weather makes me so lazy... Haha.... Kinda fun chit chatting!

Okay, so it's today... dun really feel that good. Had this really bad swollen feeling near my throat... Argh... Feeling a little feverish. But I guess it's sorta all better now.

Well, have been kinda unhappy and depressed for quite some time... can't say that I'm totally cured though. Anger and sadness isn't really good for health. True, but sometimes, I think I just need that to survive. And yea, I don't trust people that easily. But then again, I don't really bother, in the end I do trust people to a certain extend. After all, people can have their own little secrets too! Secrets that they don't wan others to know, or not the right time for others to know. Sorta complicated. But, that's just the way it is eh?

Hmm... I think it's not that I don't trust people. It's just that I don't really wanna depend on others so much. Well, everyone have their own problems after all. So, if certain problems I can solve it, just solve it myself. And, some problems, it should be solved myself. What's so bad about that? Well, of course it doest feels better sometimes to share our problems. I don't know, sometimes sharing these feelings kinda made me feel awkward...

Life's just life. Me is just me. Just see how it goes.