So this is how it goes...

Okay, I just needed time off... So, weekends are pretty great!

Well, Sat, I left home feeling really upset. I guess I kinda could figure it out...

Gotta say, really sorry, was late for an hour meeting my friends for the wushu guan mo hui at the indoor stadium. And, I had a dead/glum/long face. I just didn't feel good at all... So, I didn't talk much and I sorta get a little unhappy when people talk about their job and all that. Yeah... I'm really bad. Can't get my thinking straight.

But in the middle of the performance, I guess I sorta felt better and all that. Then, I started to talk and fool around. And, yeah, it feels much better fooling around rather than having that glum face. It just makes my facial muscle feel unwell.

So, didn't really felt like going home that night. I guess I sorta quarreled with my mum. I didn't really bother to reply or tell my parents where was I and stuff like that. Yeah, bad, I'm being kinda inconsiderate and irresponsible. Went to my friend's house to stay over.

I really love movies somehow. Well, watched 200 pounds beauty all over again and watched the first few episodes of Friends season 1. Nice. In 200 pounds beauty, "just do what u do best, that's enough." Er... Hard. Haha. And Friends, it's funny!

It's really cold at night. No blanket to cover my legs. Haha... cause my friends are using it. Well, luckily, I have my jeans to cover. Kinda weird, I'm wearing shorts and covering my legs with my jeans. And, I'm sleeping sitting on the sofa. I guess I sneezed too much that night, so, my nose kinda blocked. So, lying down is really hard for me to breath, thus, sleeping sitting up.

Honestly, I didn't really sleep much and didn't really feel much like sleeping for the whole night. Okay, so morning. And wow! My friend's mum is really generous! There's like so much food in the morning. I'm bloated.

After that, rushed down back to the west to bake a cake for the birthday girl. It's kinda really late already. So we are all rushing... Quick quick bake the cake. And, it's like, so where should we be meeting them? Kinda fun baking the cake. And I sorta realized something.

I just feel kinda amazed. My mum's kitchen is really very clean. There isn't grease around the cupboards. And, yup, she always make the effort to clean the walls and cupboard every time after she cooked. Well, okay, back to the story.

So, decided to meet at the Mac in West Coast. And, we just had to be there before them. Like, a surprise. "Hey! How come u guys are here?!" There comes the birthday girl. Haha... Yeah... then funny, we are at Mac but we brought our own food as well. Ordered some food from Mac too! And, there are 5 packets of seaweed. It's like, 1 of each flavour... So, there's original, seafood, tomato, wasabi, tom yam. Duh... And Jiao even made red eggs! The cake is pretty okay for the sponge part, but I guess the icing is a bit too watery. Haha... Fun!

Yea, we all had fun. After that, went home. Was pretty tired. Guess I felt better so, did chat with mum. Mum's like saying she's gonna buy a microwave since the supermarket nearby is selling it at a pretty good price.

Okay, so I cooked a packet of noodles and ate it. Haha... I'm kinda bloated though. Just felt like eating... That's after I bath. Ate my noodles and went to sleep. It's like one night in the cold kinda made my skin thicker. Haha... I'm just tired. So off to bed, and woke up this afternoon...

Yep. I guess I just need to take a break occasionally. Well, it sorta does make me miss my creature. So, when that happens it makes me wanna do my work again!

So I can say my current situation... It's really not the usual. I'm not working, and I don't have the money to further my studies. I'm not qualified enough to work. Thus, I'm self-studying, and of course, it may take a longer time. Occasionally, I'll take up some short contract work to keep me alive. Short contract work, will give me a few days/weeks off such that I'll really miss doing my reel. So, that's just it.

I gotta exercise some time too... And, hopefully, tmr I can wake up earlier. Yea, just have to take my time to learn, but not too long and not too fast. Fight on!