When will it be my turn for good things to come?

Yea... Probably greedy. But I'm just really really tired... Can't think too well...

Easter, Good Friday, a public holiday. And it's gone, eaten away by my work... Worked for 15 plus hours that day... All the way till Sat morning... Argh... Why am I still working here... And worst part, I can't drink water at all, because I have no access to the toilet...

Saturday was fun! Well, though I didn't sleep much. But yeah! It's fun! Because I get to watch a movie with Enki-chan and get to hang out at SP Wushu's grad night and get to drink a tiny bit of beer... I don't know... but I guess it's fun...

Sunday... Work again... Well, I was only told of the deadline on Saturday night that the thing have to be done on Monday 2pm, and another on Tuesday 2pm... This really just makes me upset...

No OT pay, and I'm not gonna get my off day back either... It's just gone... And, I'm not doing something that is so great that can change my career path...

Okay... I'm just really upset these days.... Really feeling really sad... Maybe just really tired... Didn't get to sleep much... Probably getting used to it. But still, I do wan time for myself, friends and my family...

It just really feels lonely and tiring and nothing much to look forward to... Like, really lost and tired... Well, I'm putting the extra effort to update my resume and continue to draw and send out application to other companies. That's why this week, I hardly sleep...

Oh great... I don't know what I'm typing already... Argh... Well, yea... I'm really complaining a lot... but that's just me... And yea... sometimes just kinda thought of the question, "When will it be my turn for good things to come?"

Okay... my brain juices are really running out... Can't think much... Ahh... Trying not to be sad or emo in my blog which I usually am... But, argh... yea... again...

Well, think I should visit bananaahsoh.blogspot.com more often. The things they blog there kinda makes people laugh and it's pretty interesting too!

And I guess I have to put in more effort to set up another blog/website for my artworks... Kinda not too sure if I should put up a site for my texture collections though. Maybe I should just share it...

Well, I guess it's because the efforts I put in to things somehow always goes to waste. Either people don't appreciate it or someone else just took my credit away... I guess, maybe 1 day it'll be my turn... Ah.... don't know what I'm typing...

Sometimes thought of what to do in the future... I guess I sorta wanna settle down in a peaceful place somewhere in the world... And open a small cafe. Kinda wanna play the piano, then do some digital art occasionally... But right now, dun wanna settle down yet...

Really tired and felt like crying...