AH!!!! Yikes!

Yikes! The file sizes are getting bigger and bigger... oh darn... Hard disks!!! Now it's already 2.5GB in size for my creature's textures... Well, that is, the working Photoshop files...

Mum's birthday yesterday... And something's a bit weird with my phone camera... I guess, it's probably the candles? It kept on turning green... And some weird pink strips. Please don't let it spoil...

Didn't feel that well yesterday, so I'm sorta locking myself in the room and getting frustrated and all... Yea... isn't really healthy anyway. I need alcohol! Okay, isn't healthy too... Haha... oh well, whatever. Life just gotta go on anyway!

Haven't watch a movie for a long time... ah...

Feeling rather fired up! It feels good! Muahahahaha!!!!

Well, it's sorta like, I wanna fight fight fight! I dun wanna lose! I won't lose! Grr....

yup... Okay, back to working with my creature!

YIKES Again!

YIKES! Jobs are coming in.

Why do i just feel sorta demoralized whenever I check my mail. Well, because there are so many jobs coming in, and there are also good CG artists there... Argh...

I just need a job soon... Darn... Really running broke. Then again, I guess I'm pretty stubborn too...

Kinda don't feel good... Argh... Well, so far, my creature still looks kinda weird...

And, haven't even do something about the blog skin...

And didn't even drew anything for a long long long time... not even going for cafe drawings...

Darn...

Oh... Weird feelings...

October... How come alot of people I know was born in October?! Even my mum and dad!

My dad's birthday just over. And 11 more days to my mum's! Haha... Well, I do feel kinda bad, not being capable of buying something for them... Not even the cake. I wanted to pay for it, but, I guess mum's just worried that I might not have enough to spend... After all, I'm jobless and at home doing my reel.

So... Yea... It's just life... Sometimes it just really felt really demoralizing and lousy... Well, but I really must hurry up with my reel!

Okay, so it's the rainy aura around me... Argh... It actually doesn't feel that good. Even my blog's sorta the same. Well, kinda weird if I suddenly change. But, well, Muahahaha!!!! Duh... Gotta be more cartoony! eh... but i gotta find a style eh? haha...

Somehow, it's just weird... Kinda felt like I miss Christmas! And felt like I wanna shop online... Or, I wanna shop overseas... Ah!!!! Wanna go vacation! Miss alot of my friends too!!!!! Ah... Miss fun! Oh... exciting when i think about it... but reality is, eh... ahh!!!!

Oh ya, last post, I didn't know that it works without a title. Not very good without a title though...

Okay, haven't been blogging for so long. I'm just getting a little lazy to blog... Haha... And when I wanna blog, just lazy and now I'm blogging, I forgot what to blog... Oops...

Phew, it's been raining these days. Finally, the pigeon's shits are all washed away! Well, mum did say that there are probably 2 pigeons there. That's why there is a big pile of shits there... And mum sorta joked, "Maybe they are making love and after that shitted before they left..."

Sat, when to my grandma's house to have dinner. Well, hmm... nothing much happening though. Just the playful little dog. I think he's just been enclosed for too long. So, when he's out, he kept jumping onto me... And ew.... I smell like a dog after that... cause all his saliva... I think that kinda made my aunt and uncle a little unhappy cause he is misbehaving. Oops...

Well, Sun... when out for dinner with a friend. Was playing game in the morning all the way till dinner... I kinda quarreled with my parents and sister. Got a little pissed off... So, basically I just locked myself in my room and played game... Didn't wanna talk to them at all... Well kinda felt better after having dinner with my friend ba.

And yesterday, my aunt's new clinic opening. It looked so much better than the old shop house. Well, this time round, she added a new VIP room. Haha... Well, it's a pretty good idea though. The renovations look pretty good. And there are lots of flowers... They are mostly gifts. I think there are around a few thousand dollars of flowers around. Lots of food too! Buffet from 3 different type of company. And there are homemade desserts as well. And there's a professional photographer as well! Okay, so nothing much happening though... Keke...

Oh great... Why no one replies in the forum to my thread? Argh... Is it that bad? Well, Doing my creature and I sorta posted the head. Guess it's just not good enough to even be commented eh? Argh.... Maybe I shouldn't have posted.

Haven't been doing my reel. Bad... I've been going out and going out... And I'm now getting a little lazy to do my reel. It's really bad... I just gotta do it. Well, must at least complete 1 piece of armor today. Grr...

Darn! Haha... then again, felt like playing RPG game again... Haha... Then again, nah...

Life's complicated yet simple. Muahahaha!!!!!

Not again! Grr...

Ah... The birds shit outside my window again. It's so dirty again! Grr... I can barely open my window. I just dun understand why the architecture of the building is so damn poor. It's like there are addition stuff that are supposed to block off rain but doesn't and instead allowed pigeons and birds to stand on them and shit.

Just bad design. Doesn't block off rain. Allows the birds to shit all over. And there's one part protruding out from the window to collect the bird shits. And inconsiderate neighbours around that are throwing, pouring unwanted stuffs down... Yucks! The worst is throwing down their stained sanitary pads. It's just gross...

Okay, I'm complaining again. Well, really irritating. This area of the country is sorta overcrowded and there is always the airplanes flying... Yeah, there's an airbase nearby. But, can't the planes fly faster? They just like to drag the noise. So much for noise pollution.

Yucks.