Argh... Just PLEASE let things go smoothly!!!!!

Well... it's a while... okay, so let's just start with hmm...

12 Feb to 14 Feb, 2009
These days when to help out with Jewl's flea market. Tried to sell off some of my stuff but couldn't sell any...

14 Feb, 2009, Saturday
Valentine's Day! Oh well, for me, I got 4 free hugs from strangers! I got a free love gift in facebook from Jewl! HAHA! Other than that, nothing much exciting leh...

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20 Feb 2009, Friday
Hmm... Went to SP for jogging and training after so long... Well, at least sweating out does makes me feel better.

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Today, 23 Feb, 2009
I can't really remember what I did for the past few days though... Probably nothing... This sucks!

Alright I'll just go ahead to today! It's a pretty bad day...

Well, started out the morning with a bird shitted outside my window. Heard a 'Piak' sound! Then when to check out the window to find a large pile of greeny and brown stuff... Got really pissed off! Went to the toilet to get water and splashed off! It's like 7am in the morning!! So, I basically didn't care and just splash the water out for the window!!

After that, I just kept scolding the stupid person(whoever that is), who have a smaller brain than birds, for creating such lousy, ugly windows! Sucks... Then I just went back to sleep for around 2 hours then wake up and head to Mac for brunch.

Meet Mizroo for brunch. I guess the only good thing that happen was meeting her for brunch and chit chatting away!

Right after that, went to the bank to settle some card stuff... Till now, not even sure if the card is usable... There's just no pin number... Well, headed home and walked halfway to the library the bank called. Argh... forgot to sign... Then walk back and sign...

Walked back home... Then, it poured really heavily, even an umbrella doesn't work! Well, that kinda made me know why in Seattle it's ailen to carry an umbrella around. Seriously, it's crazy! With wind, it's worst to have an umbrella around. Basically, the bottom half of my body is completely wet!

Right after that, bath and pack up my bag. After that, went for the briefing... And when I thought the visa forms are almost the last set of forms, wrong! There are more to come... And things just gets worst and worst...

There are just too much things...

After that, heard one of the things required is to send a letter from a friend in the company to proof that u have worked in the company for 1 year... One of the person briefing us did said that it's the first time over 10 years they ever had such request. As I'm having all the part-times and stuff like that... I just asked them what to do. Well, they did say that they are not really sure... But sorta did said something like, 'if u do not have 1 year working experience u are not qualified to apply for the visa'.

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I'm just really sick of these things... I just don't know how to squeeze out all the experiences... Sometimes I wondered if it's possible to calculate by hours instead of days? Working 16 to 18 hours per day, working everyday including Sundays and public holidays once in a company, so in this case I should spead out the hours, 1 days = 2 days, since there is no OT pay and not even considered as OT. If this is possible, I'll hit the 1 year requirement!! Argh...

And I just don't know how to ask ex collegues or ex boss for a letter of proof... How to even ask when they have treated me like an outcast, backstabbed me and spreaded untrue bad rumours that have already ruined my reputation.

This really sucks... I've been ashamed of my own country, some parts of my family, my secondary school, some outside activities, some companies that I've worked for, some used-to-be friends, ashamed of my past of all the years I've lived... I've hated so much... When I just started to see the good side, all these just happens...

I'm just still stuck... Just really hope all these will just be over... This really sucks...

Death? Why worry about death when I'm not even alive?

Argh... nothing just seems to be moving... if, just if this doesn't work out either, i really just have no idea where to go or what to do...

And, suppose to place a ring on the right pinky finger to 'bi xiao ren'(prevent petty backstabbers), but looks like I can't really do that... When there's a ring on my finger, it just felt really heavy...

Darn... What's with me these days? There are just so much thoughts in my head! Argh... Why can't I just hide some parts of myself... Argh... there are just alot of thoughts and debates going on in my head...

Fight? Why learn how to punch when u can't even use it when needed? When u can't even protect others?

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Well, any case, back on track... After that briefing, went out for dinner. Oh well... So this week is really, ICE SKATING!! Oh well, hope it'll just work out somehow... It's just kinda hard to get everyone to go together...

After dinner, most of the others went back or had other appointments. So, it always end up with the 3D artists left hanging out together. Went to kino to look around, as always, tempted to buy those art books from ballistic, around $80-$90 per book... Argh! And also, graphic novels and comics!! Alright, after that, went to get Jewl's magazine!!! Darn! Sorry Jewl, I only managed to find Mina... went through the section for quite a few times but can't find Cawaii at all...

Then bored to go home, so went to watch movie, Benjamin Buttons! Well, it's quite interesting although is slow. It's quite a nice show! Oh well, didn't expect the show to be that long, so ended up taking cab because I just missed the last bus home... Sucks... But at least I watched a pretty nice movie!

Argh... Sucks... It's kinda troublesome to just be who u wanna be... I just hope something will be sorted out!!! PLEASE just let things go SMOOTH!!!

I'm so rusty!

Oh yea! I'm so rusty!! Hard to get the engines starting again...

Well, I think I should just go take photos of the old clothes I wanna sell. As well as my old camera too! And, I really should just start drawing or painting or modelling or stuff like that... I'm just so lazy... ARgh!!!

Oh well, my life is pretty monotone now... Really hope the visa can go through quickly...

Was playing facebook, then I realize that the make-up really suits that application!


Haha! Oh man... Nothing seems to be moving!

AHH!!!!

Already Feb?!

Yeah... Long time!

I've been busy compiling the stuff for my visa application. There are interviews, need to re-write my resume in American style, write short essays and bug a couple of people to help me write recommendation letter!

And, like every year, Chinese new year have to go out visiting and eating food! And it's sorta the time of the year where there are alot of gatherings! Finally, I've finished my cross-stitch!

Tada! It's a pillow!

Finally my drawer have more space too! And I took a photo of my sister's stuff...

The keyboard with sticker on each of the keys!

Okay, anyway, there are still a lot of things to do... Argh... Alright, so there are quite a lot of things to update. Hmm... Let's just start with before New Year, I can't remember the dates though...

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Banana's Make Up Portfolio
The day before, it's a Friday, we all went to Banana's place to let her try out. Then her Dad cooked us a huge pot of noodle because somebody (okay, it's me...) says she is hungry! I ate alot! After that, Banana's Dad took out Vitagen! Just right, we are like 5 kids(Sea Banana, Oceancap, Banana and Sister and me) snatching the colourful drink!

The next day woke up early and head down to Paradiz Center. We are not that early, so we made Banana panic! Muahaha! Anyway, here are the photos!!

Oh ya! Jewl gave me that choker!!

After the whole make up thing, Banana treat us to a tasty meal at the 99cents Sushi Bar!!

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William's Birthday
Well, Shanon and Carolyn is back from Brisbane for a while in the past month and they are heading back already. We all met when we went to William's Birthday party! It's bad, but as usual, I'm late to meet up with them at train station. When I reach, they are playing Nintendo Dogs!! And Carolyn is shouting 'William! William'. She named the dog, William. Whoa!

Then went to William's house. We had dinner and chit chat around the table. Then got chase away because it's getting late and they might get complained! Haha!

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Chinese New Year
Alright, for this year, Mum bought the plant, 'Ying liu'. Not sure of what it is called in English though. Then, she wants me to take a photo of it. So... there goes:

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Other than all these, there are outings like walking around Chinatown and KTV and movies!!

Alright and next is the zoo!

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The Zoo

There are quite a couple of new attractions there, even the Kids world is renovated! Went to the zoo with my cousins. Kinda like babysitting and helping to take photos. But those kids are really good! Haha! They bought us ice-cream while we are waiting for the Tram.

Took a ride on the boat, and played around at Kid's World!

After taking the new boat ride, then we know that the favourite food of Orang Utan is Durian!! So, we had lunch at the Ah Meng resturant right after we are done with the Kids' World. Just right we found a sit that is right in front of the feeding area. And, when we just started for a while, it's feeding time! So, there are alot of people crowding in the area and taking photos with the Oran Utans!

When they are done with the feeding, the Orang Utans went back to their exhibit but missed out one of them. This angry little Orang Utans swings around the corner of the resturant, broke 2 lights and threw the 3rd light down smashing it. Luckily, no one was injuried.

The zookeepers spent quite some time to get the Orang Utan back

Spent quite some time watching at the show. After that, we continued to walk to the tram station to take the tram!

Waiting for the Tram...

End up we walked instead! Then we took the tram and went 1 round! Well, can't waste the tram tickets!!

Animals!

And more animals!

Don't really know why but we saw alot of animals shitting, peeing and mating!! And at the Baboons exhibit, saw them mated not once but twice! It's in front of the kids too!!! Well, walked around and saw Polar Bear shitting! Then saw Elephant pee! Whoa! And noticing all these, hmm... Animal have a fixed position for shitting!!

Okay... That's the conclusion for the zoo! Haa!