Mixed feelings and confusion

Okay, so I just got a temporary teaching job in a Secondary School for 14 weeks. Well, at least I do get a little income. And, I have to wake up really early tomorrow morning. Hope everything goes well.

I'm spending really alot these days, the money I earned from FHI events are all spent before they even come into my account! Yikes!

Haven't even been doing my reels lately... Not really in the mood to do so... Then again, I'm kinda confused, not really sure whether to finish up a car model first or the character model. And the character model, haven't really decide how things should go, like what her clothes should be like, accessories, weapons, etc.

Then there are so many job openings now. I wanna try them all, but I only have my old reel, wanna do more first, but the opportunity may just slipped away... Well, I guess I should just heck care and just send first...

Well, luckily, the teaching job for the school is only on Mon to Thur and in the morning, so, I have plenty of time to do my reel. Well, just that the problem will lies within me. Which is how discipline can I be. Just have to force myself to sit down in front of the computer and do for a while everyday.

Yikes... Haven't really been sleeping well or eating well the past few days... Argh... have this uncomfortable feeling in my stomach... Don't really dare to eat alot. Kept feeling tired and weak. AHHH!!!!

Felt like cutting my hair again. Then on second thought, I wanna save up money. Cut it myself? Hmm... Thinking about it, but afraid that it might look bad and then I have to go seek for professional help in the end, so guess not. I'll just leave it to grow like grass, but the ends of my hair are splitting... Hmm... should I just spend the money? Argh... and then, I have to go buy contact lens as well... And I'm just gonna get the more comfortable ones which are more expensive...

Well, bought so many dresses but didn't even wear them... Yikes... Okay okay, so I'll just be plain in the end. Too lazy to do fancy stuff...

This is so irritating! My mind kept repeating: "Ctrl+s, Ctrl+s, Ctrl+s, Ctrl+s, Ctrl+s, Ctrl+s, Ctrl+s..." Everytime I think of Maya, my mind will just do that. That reminds me, I gotta go get 3D Max's serial number for the educational license. Yikes...

Argh!!!!!

I'm just kinda distracted lately. I guess certain things are better off forgotten. Since I'm probably the only one that remembers, it's best to be forgotten. Focus focus focus! Just focus on my work! Argh! Fight on! No matter how hard or painful it is, just have to Fight on! Grr!!!!

I'm so lazy these days!

So tired today. So lazy to blog! And lazy to write mails... Oops. Can't clearly remember what are the things that I did... So, I'll just write whatever it is, not sure if the dates are even right though. haha... Should be.


Monday, 09 Jun
Went to the Immigration Building to take ID photos for our(Mum, Dad, Little Sis and me) Passport renewal. Took the forms as well. After that, we went to the temple and ate at the market. After that, went up the market and bought sweets and dried food! Well, it's basically big bags of dried stuff and u can sample them! Hehe... The shop is moving soon, I think the market is renovating pretty soon.

So we went home after that. Didn't even noticed that my little sis took a small dried mushroom home. And then, she realized she stole something and she's crying like crazy. No one even scolded her or hit her or do anything to her and she's crying like someone tortured her. Well, it's irritating! But yea, at least she knows it's wrong!

Oh well, after some rest at home, went for a jog at SP. It's been so long... My muscles are completely tired after that!


Tue to Wed, 10-11 Jun
Nothing much these days, I just rot myself at home. Then, received a msg from Jewl saying that she had 2 tickets for Shaolin Girl movie premium which is, the next day.


Thurs, 12 Jun
In fact there are an original plan and the actual day plan.

Original plan, go collect the race pack for the race and probably catch Prince Caspian after that. So, ended up, I went to collect the race pack earlier then meet Jewl for the movie premium!

Well, Shaolin Girl, quite a comedy, not worth to watch in a theater though. But argh, this session have no trailers! No commercials or movie trailers, the show just start like that!

Okay, spent alot for the day. Why? Me and Jewl ate dinner 2 times! Before the movie we ate a meal, after the movie, we are hungry again! So, we ate another meal! Then we chit chat till the public transports are off-service! Haha! That's called enjoying ourselves!


Fri, 13 Jun
Went to help out at an Sports Event, so, the pay wise, yikes! Spent it the previous day! It's a 3 hours event for a company, a run/walk event to keep working personnels healthy!

Initially, I'm supposed to help out and stay under the evening sun and feed the mosquito at the First Aid stop somewhere in the middle of the route for the run/walk.

Ended up, I'm in an air-con room doing nothing and guarding bags. Hoho! Bad thing is, I didn't get to walk around the new park, Hort Park.

Well, after the event, we went to Ikea to have our dinner. Yum! The fish is nice, but I'm totally bloated! The cake is nice too! They even sell the whole cake! I think I'll go buy it next time!

Yummy!

Went to look for my other friend for supper, but when I reached there, they say they are going for KTV, so I rushed home to bath and joined them later.


Fri to Sat, 13-14 Jun (the midnight phase)
Initially, planned to go to Pasir Ris for the KTV session due to it's low price, but ended up going to the one in Clementi.

KTV! Celebrating birthday for Lao Mao! Haven't seen her for so long! She's busy because of her study and work. So, had fun in Kbox! And she looks exactly like her present(a soft toy) that day!

The songs that we sung are really traditional! It's so traditional that the waiter got shocked and tried to hold back his laughter! Well, other than those regular pop songs, we sung, 'The Flinstones', 'Under the Sea', and the traditional version of 'Baa Baa Black Sheep'!

Hehe... Then got a lift from my friend! Yea! Save on cab fare!


Sat, 14 Jun
Basically, slacked the afternoon away. Then left the house to catch a movie, the Incredible Hulk with a friend!

That's a nice show! Really looking forward to the next one! Well, next one it's gonna be Iron man and Hulk together and another new creature! Looks kinda interesting! Wondered what's the design gonna be like!

After the show, had dinner and I get to look at my friend's reel! Muahaha! And I asked him loads of questions about the game industry, like the workflow and some tricks and ways to do things really fast.

So in conclusion, I have to learn and get use Zbrush as soon as possible. It's something really needed and something that I missed out in the past. ARGH!


Sun, Today, 15 Jun
It's one of the earliest day I've been forced to wake up, which is at 6am! 10am is already considered a very early time to wake up. My clock is up-size down though!

Well, had to go for the jog/run in the morning since, I'm supposed to reach at 7am... But still, I ended up reaching at 7.20am... So, I had the banana sisters waiting for me. Oops, sorry! Alright, pretty much had fun running and I've finally exercised! It's so long since I've do some healthy exercising.

Before the jog, I just found out that we signed up for the time chip thing. Er, I have no idea what's that for. I only know, I have to tie the time chip on to the shoe. That's the problem, the shoes I wore have no shoe lace. I asked for help, and the helpers for the events are really good! There's a girl which I asked help for, she took my time chip and volunteer to help me tie it to my shoe, then she got shocked when she saw there's no shoe lace. But phew! They had cable tie thing, well, those things that we use to tie cables and wires at home. So, another guy came and help.

Alright, so it's the jog! Well, the elite participates starts first! They are fast! And we jog next. It's so crowded! All of us managed to get a medal though. So, right after that, I had to take off the time chip, which they didn't have a scissors and used a pen knife instead, end up I cut myself. There are really nice ladies there! One of the participates passed me a tissue, and the helpers there looked all over the place to get me a plaster. But argh, wasted some blood, wanted to suck it but er... It's sticky all over.

The walk back it longer felt longer though. And once again, I've made the Banana sisters wait because I'm looking for plasters.

Then, walked around the carnivals, got our goodie bags! Quite alot of things inside! Didn't check my bag, when I did, I noticed I'm missing the sample wash for that feminine part. Haha! But I won't use it either. There are free samples of Jacob cookies! Nice Oats cookies!!! And there's bread with jam( a really long queue!), and a breakfast corner, they are giving some cereal with milk?( the longest queue).

So we went to Subway for breakfast after that and shopped a little. Then off to Yishun Sports Hall to play Badminton. On the way there on the train, it felt really sleepy! It's quite a fast trip though.

I went home after that, the rest continued their journey to Chinatown to buy Fans. Collected tickets for my Dad for a movie tomorrow! So, tomorrow's gonna be the first time my sister watch a movie in a theater! Hope she'll have fun!

And for me, the night is still young! Woo!

Went to Ikea! And watched Kungfu Panda

Went to Ikea with Jewl! And she bought a treasure chest!

Why why why? The kids section is so much more interesting than the adults! Even the pets section look better!!! Really like those tables, then again, it seems hard to fit into the small corner of my room.

So exciting!!! I finally got to eat the award winning cake of Secret Recipe! Then, Jewl's providing me with great ideas for my new model! Hoho! And she even dreamt about it! Woo! At the same time, her ideas are scary, but it's good in a way that it's gonna need more work, means more details! Yeah! Will work it out!

So, if you guys have any great ideas on half reptile, half human gotta tell me! Thanks thanks thanks!!!!

After Ikea, went to watch Kungfu Panda! It's whoa!!!! GREAT show! Lots of effects! Kinda refreshing, the way it ended, which is different from what normally kungfu movie will end. There's really lots of details! And it's funny too!!! Nice show! Even the credits is good! The credit itself if anyone noticed, has a story of it's own too! Kinda like, little things in life after the fight.

Well, after watching that show, I kinda miss old times... Haha!

AH!!!!! Now I remember...

Ah!!! Now I remember why I kept those old magazines!

It's for referencing... Oh man! I threw away all those old fashion magazines!!! Oh great, Now I guess I'll have to buy a new one...

Yikes!!!!