Remember this from a book...

Somewhere out there in that great universe of untapped ideas, there is something new waiting for me to discover it.
The challenge is to believe in yourself.
The vase expanse of emotional ooze that resides inside you is proprietary and unique.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Start engine... Voom Voom... Tuu.... Cannot start....

CRY!!!!! AHH!!!!!! Kept wanting to start engine and DO MY REEL! But I just can't seem to get it started. It goes like, Voom Voom.... Tuu..... Voom vooooo.... Tuu..... Tuu.....

After the Sentosa Amazing race, I feel like I wanna hibernate again... Like, sleep and eat everyday only!

I'm not watching that much videos le, but I'm playing games again. Argh... I dun know, I just need to play games to vent my anger! Haha! Frustrating! Kept thinking of how to make name card look cooler and the portfolio sites look better! Argh!

Well, anyway, I think in the end, I'll still just heck care about the design of the sites... Cause my reel is suppose to be more important! As in the 3D models and paintings and blah blah. But still need to improve the presentation. Yikes!

Hehe... Okie, changed my blog layout! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! HUAT AH! Maneki Neko!!!! MEOW MEOW!!!! Employers come come! Money come come!!!! ($.$) HEHEHE!!!!

Alright, at least did try to do my name card a bit. But somehow, it looks like a wedding card...

Black and White

Coloured

Vertical alignment

Ah... Looks like wedding card right? I dun know which one is better... Argh... Haha... Had to ask Jewl for the size of the card, and she really measured for me! And I kept asking her where to print! Hehe! Thanks!!!! Okay, Hmm... So which one better?? 1, 2 or 3? Or need to change a bit?

I'm just so out of ideas! Argh... Everything look bored.... AHH!!!!!! SCREAM!!!!

Well, added the header for my website as well. It looks like this.

The same borders as the name card. Argh... Doesn't really look cool leh... Suggestions? Please give me some suggestions!!!! AH!!!!

Okay, in the afternoon... Muahaha! Used this:

Hair Removing sponge!

To Enki-chan and Jewl: It works!!!!!

Haha. It's around $8. Well, it does remove the hairs! Now I have hairless and smooth arms! Kekeke!!!! Can see the hairy balls when rubbing it off. And amazingly, the hair traps inside the sponge!!! Hoho. But don't think the roots are completely rubbed out though. But the tiny hairs didn't work! Haha!

Okie... that's for the commercial!

For the work on last friday at Sentosa, Jewl and I were extremely excited because we can finally see the SUN after so many months heading towards there! Hoho! Finally tanned a bit. I still didn't manage to tan off the funny looking lines...

Well, for the amazing race, I got a station at the Southern most point... And I purposely stand in between the connecting bridge of the 2 viewing pavilion. Haha! People kept trying to take photos without me in the picture! Yea! End up, there is only 1 group out of 5 came to my station... For the 2 hours, I'm basically, feeding 1 mosquito, staring into space, watching people and randomly taking photos, or act like I'm taking photos!

Hoho! Lots of people posing around there. And weird poses. Why?! There are a group of gays! And alot of familys with more than 5 children. Interesting! Saw a person that walked away with 3 fresh fishes and diving googles... And he's got a big cat fish!!! Now then I know Sentosa can secretly catch fish?

The photos that I randomly took with my phone... I just dun know what to do there.

Random shot

View towards Sentosa

View towards the sea!

Wood Texture

Tiles of the roof

This is suppose to be the sky

The sea!

Hoho! I'm like spinning round and round randomly taking the photos!

Okay, for the Mount Faber to Hort Park, took photos while walking during an event quite some time ago.
Cable cars

Flowers

Tree trunk

Haha... Take photos until others ask me if I need help. Oops.

And this is quite long ago. Thai express: Haha! Nice food!

The king laksa and Tom Yum soup!

Spring rolls? I forgot....

I still purposely order the king laksa. It's said to bring good luck and fortune! I need luck! Lots and lots of luck! Oh ya! Yummy Avocado Ice-blender!!!!

Seriously, I don't remembered if I've blogged about those... Hmm... Oh well... Nothing really really happening happens, so it's just my daily life. Sian... Haha!

Okay, so, now I need to prepare for the trip. Hehe... Kept disturbing Jewl! I wan Hokkaido big crabs!!!! Haha! Quick go ask the airlines for permission to bring pets! Hoho! Fresh and big crabs!!!!

Alright, I should make a shopping list soon. Well, not much to buy and not going to buy much. Oh well, need to print stuff...

The world is a fuck up place, but well, it's not that bad actually.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Portfolio sites up and Sports day

Wanted to blog but I just kept wondering what to blog... Hmm.... Well, the past few days, I've been applying for online portfolios and things like that. Currently still thinking of the design for the headers and for name card. Argh... For today, I'm so not in the mood... Yikes! Well, the websites are here:
http://mianart.blogspot.com/
(My blogger)
http://mianart12.deviantart.com/
(Damn! Someone snatched the username 'mianart' then I have to add '12' behind)
http://www.shadowness.com/Mianart
(This one is kinda messy. I just dun know how to put them properly!)
http://mianart.carbonmade.com/
(Why is this not working? Yikes!)

Yesterday, went to watch this show called, 'Burn After Reading'. Here's the show's website http://filminfocus.com/focusfeatures/film/burn_after_reading . Okay, it's a pretty unique comedy. The way it's presented is really serious, like everything is so serious. But the whole thing is a joke. This is really a show that I can't explain the storyline. Hmm... Well, some people will find it funny, some won't.

Have been working in sports day. And now I've gotten darker... I don't mind getting darker, but there are weird tan lines, like t-shirt and shorts... There are 2 events, one at Bishan and another at CCK.

The Bishan event was tiring. I think is the labeling of the events on the tracks really made me expose to sun, turning my skin darker. Okay, for that day, I turned red. Went to dinner after that. Had Pepper lunch at Junction 8's food court. Haha... My friends said that I look so hungry because I was looking at the food all the time while talking to them.

That kinda reminds me of the group photos during the trip to Xiamen during Poly days. Almost all the time before a meal, there'll be a photo taken. And most of the photos I'm the only one with eyes looking at the food while the others are looking at the camera! I just have the expression, "I'm going for the food!"

For the CCK event, I'm supposed to wake up at 5am so that the rest of the people working will pick me up with a cab at 5.40am. I think I snoozed back to sleep at 5am and turned off the alarm. So, end up the others called me.

Them: Hi! We are in the cab already!
Me: WHAT?! So fast? I thought around 5.40am? Now's like 5am?
Them: Um... No. Now is around 5.40am.
Me(panic!): Okay okay.

Phew! Lucky, still manage to make it! I was so hungry when I reach there! Lucky Jewl brought 1 big packet of breads!!! Yea! After that, I search through the whole stadium and there is no coffee at all. Only H2O and 100Plus. So, no morning beverage...

Alright, so setting up of things like audio systems, laptop and stuff. And Jewl took out her only mouse!

Tada! The mouse!

Okay, I'm shocked! AHH!!!!! Hehe... Then, took photos. Whoa! Altogether there are 161 photos of the event. Alright, didn't had time until near the end of the event, then bought a 100plus! Damn shiok! After a day of hot sun, drink a cold 100 plus and then goes the 'Ahhhh......'

I think it's pretty fast to lose weight like that. Because of the sun, it just makes people thirsty, so it's water, water and water. Then the stomach becomes so bloated that u won't feel hungry. Okay, but I didn't check the weight thought, this is only in my theory!

Oh great! Now I just kept on logging on to facebook and kept playing with the bloody games application, 'blood lust', 'elven blood', blah blah blah. Not a good thing. Okay, I better go watch tutorial videos!!!!

So much to plan for the NZ trip. Was thinking of buying souvenirs back but I have no idea what there is to buy back which here doesn't have. All I can think of are chocolates and exquisite flavours of potato chips! Hmm... See what I can get... Not sure if I've got the time to shop. And good thing is Australian money has dropped! So, hopefully, the NZ dollar will drop also! Mum just passed me a red packet with NZ$32... And she says it was from my aunt during chinese new year some years ago. Okay, so now I only have NZ$32...

After watching Nodame Cantabile Live action, maybe I should be like Nodame, I should watch the tutorial dvd again and again for 2 days straight! Hahaha!

Off to play facebook, again. Then to tutorial! And, the designs for the headers and name card. CRY!!! Need to buy shoes!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Why do I keep seeing temptations????

Why Why WHY????

Okay, I've been reading some of my friends blog. And so, look at the chatbox/tag box... Somehow all of theirs, including my blog, I just kept noticing this:
PSP Slim for $266
PS3 80gb for $585
Wii for $355
DS-Lite for $205

Temptations!!!!! Ah... Doesn't matter because when I look at my Bank account balance, it'll wipe temptations away!

Went to work for an event yesterday. It's a pretty short event so nothing much about it. After the client company left, all the rest of the people went to finish off with the remaining food. Then this uncle is damn funny. He was smiling away, "Wah! Good ah! Still left so much!" Then he took a red plastic bag from his pocket, "Lucky I always have standby to da bao (take away)". Hehe... Okay okay, I admit, I took almost all the remaining mango pudding also!!! Haha! Good to have a big empty bag! Meow!

Hmm... Maybe I should chop the URL for some of the online portfolios...

Hoho! Yeah! Witchblade movie coming out next year! Hope they'll show it here!

I wanna bite!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Spending this sunday blogging...

Now I think I figured out the problem with me not getting good sleep! Haha! It's the aircon! It keep blowing the air upwards and I don't have enough air!!! At least that's 1 good thing.

Slept till noon today... Watching TV and eating and now, blogging and I think I wanna watch video shows again. These days I kept watching videos. Argh, not really good. I dun feel like playing Cabal le. Bad, I think I wan PSP games!!! Keke... Yup! Dropping hints, my birthday coming in around 2 months time!!!

Didn't work on my new model, just sort of change the presentation of my past works. Wanted to rig and pose the models but then, yup, kinda lazy to do that, prefer to work on new models. So these are what I came up with, maybe it still looks kinda boring? AHH!!!! Suggestions! But it's like hardly anyone read or tag this blog leh... Okay, here goes...

Okay, I think I need to kinda organize them, like some of them will go into like an others' folder... Hmm... Oh well...

Haha... Looking at some articles like:
Creating a Successful Online Portfolio

Now then I know people usually have alot of portfolios online!!! Also looked at this:
Build a Killer Online Portfolio in 9 Easy Steps

Okay, I think I need these! But I haven't read them.

Now's just the bored bored and bored feeling... Don't feel like doing anything, everything seems so boring... Argh... Maybe I should go Dancing? Or just find something interesting. Hmm... Or maybe I need to check my bank account often to force myself to be motivated? Nah... I'll get stress out...

AHH!!!!!

Okay, I think I need some exercise to generate some happy hormones!

Oh ya, I need to make namecards! Now I'm kinda thinking of what design... Was thinking of Maneki Neko, but then my other works looks more serious than cute... Yikes! And the more colour used the more expensive???

Hmm... okay, now the irritating part.

Yesterday, someone from an insurance agent called. Okay, not irritating but it's quite dumb. It's like he is basically reading from a script and not responding to my answers! Well, it's like he said his boss wanted to invite me to an interview to allow me to earn extra cash as a financial planner. Duh... I'm so NOT INTERESTED! I kept saying 'Not interested. Not interested.' But he just read on the script. Duh... The whole thing just completely sounds like a prank. And he sounds damn shock when I say I'm neither studying or working. (-_-) Bored. Besides studying and working, can't I travel the world??? Grr! Well, of course, that's just to pissed people off, I don't have money for that yet!!! Although I really hope I have! Keke... CRY!!!!

Not that I don't want to find a job it's for now, I'm rejected so many times that it is just ridiculous!!! Okay, so, I need lucky charms! Keke.... So supertitious nowadays!

Alright, went to the chalet and a karaoke outing. And Banana took a fat and 'sexy' photo of me!

Look at that flabby arms!!! Hahaha!!!

Honestly, I think I look funny! I kept wanting to laugh looking at that photo! Keke... But good thing is, no need to photoshop! Hehe... Anyway, most of the time I'm lazy to photoshop as well.

Alright... I think I need to go shop for a new pair of shoes and then, I need diskspace! Wanted to go out and buy, but I'm kinda lazy... Or maybe because there is no one accompanying me, I dun feel like going out... Ahh!!! I know, I know. I'm so troublesome... Kekeke!

Oh man... Gotta set my mood right... November is coming!!! Wondering if I should go research on sight-seeing in New Zealand...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

What am i doing? I dun know what to do?!

Okay, spend the whole day sleeping away... Argh... Then now, I dun know what to do... Oh well... It's all Blank!!! YIKES!!!! Stoning and walking around... What to do what to do???