Maneki-Neko? Meow!!!!

Hehe! Woke up so early today! But I slept my afternoon away. So during work today, had to pass the participants rubber bands after they finish 1 round of the stadium! So, some people say I look like that:Meow?

..... I look like Maneki-Neko? (-_-)"

Oh well, now to think of it, next time must raise both paws!
Maneki-Neko holds up left paw beckons people to come in!
Maneki-Neko holds up right paw beckons money to come in!!!

Meow Meow!!!

Hee!

Hmm... Okay, at least, some peace....

Okay fine... So I did got another rejection without even them giving me the test... Well, at least the good thing is, 1 less thing to worry about! Haha!

Well, then hoho! I'm so looking forward to the Marama Workshop!!!! At least now the accommodations and air tickets are settled. Have been having alot of heart attacks when I check my bank accounts... Argh! Well, now it's settled.

Okay, in the first place is booking the tickets. And then it just happens so that my card is a debit visa card! I dun have enough when I key in my number. Well, kinda sounds right that they suck money really quick! Luckily I went to the banks to transfer immediately the next day and called them up to try again. Phew! It's scary! They said they are gonna cancel the ticket if I don't reply. The thing is, the airline didn't really have a front line number and couldn't find their email either. But good thing is, at least when I called the local number, it got diverted to the Australian office! Well, at least they are good! They really give solutions and settled everything. Phew!

Well, quite a fun experience! Walking around Chinatown to look for the cheapest air tickets possible. Then the price is so shocking as it got a few hundred dollars more expensive! Really having heart attacks! End up went all the way to the airport to ask for pricing! Those people at the counters are really professionals! The moment I ask for air tickets, they just told me to go online to buy because they are selling at a really high price, online sells about 20% of the price that they are selling. Whoa! They are really good in a way that they really provide solutions! Great!!!

So, moral of the story, it's still better to sit in your comfortable desk and just go online and book the tickets! Get to see all the available timing for the air planes and the cheapest price!!!

At least the lodging is pretty fast, just send the form and now it's settled. Hmm... just that the arrival time is kinda different... Argh... wrote an email, well, if they dun reply, I'll just have to call them up... Yikes! Please reply!!!

Alright more or less settled the things. Well, no job for now, so, I just have to buck up and do my reel! Have to make it in time for the Workshop!!! Hehe!!! Yeah! It's fun-filled learning! Alright!!!

Well, Teachers' day celebration... AHH!!!! Because of all these holidays, the school don't have that many classes, end up I'm earning really little this month. Argh... Biting through!

Okay, Teachers' day, and why is my whole family making preparations for it? It's kinda funny! My sister is gonna have a party tomorrow. Mum is busy making jelly, Dad is busy wrapping up the present, I am busy making a flower and my sister is busy being excited...

And the usual, parents always tend to help out alot with their kids' school work! Haha! Such as artwork!

Mum: Girl ah! Come help your sister in her colouring! (She is already busy colouring)
Me: Okay... (Walks over)
Mum: See your sister, colour until so ugly! How to make it nicer?
Me: Erm... Okay, I try... (Starts colouring)
Mum: Cannot be too nice ah! If not it's not your sister's work.
Me: ... (-_-)"

Tough...

Well, kinda fun! Just kinda miss those days when I just dun have to worry so much about money. This sounds crazy but I do kinda felt happy when I spend almost all my money!! Okay, maybe I do worry about these money issues too much!

Life do have alot of options right? But erm... Why does everyone always ask: "So are you working or studying now?" That question is pretty tough if you're doing none of those. Or maybe I just worry too much. Probably just the way that we are brought up in the society.

Did help out mum with the colouring of the jelly. Hehe! And making the flower for my sister! It's just fun! Looking at the golden sparkling dust stuck on my hand first. Then washed my hands and got the food colouring on my fingers! Hehe! Kinda miss those days when I get colours on my hands and dirty myself...

Well, that just reminds me of the fun of art... Then it leads me to think about digital stuff. Hmm... For example, photos. I think it's more fun to stick all the labels and decorate the pages of the photo album. I just really wonder if there is a software that can allow people to decorate their photos with labels and the tickets into a digital photo album. Well, like those photo albums in the real world, where we can stick air tickets, bookmarks, labels, drawings and souveirs onto them. Kinda wondered if that can become digital since even tickets became e-tickets... Well, it's still fun to stick and I think people enjoy looking at those decorated pages of photos too... Somehow.

Whoahoho! Long one! And I'm kinda still not done!

Hehe... Went to watch 'Money not enough 2' with my family. Mum haven't been in the cinema for so long! Well, the CG could have been better, but it does have a pretty good storyline! And, it's quite enjoyable because I ate up almost all of the pop corn and I kept drinking the lemon tea! Oops! Then after the movie, Mum was like, "I think I better return you the money for the movie ticket. If not, next time you'll take money away from me just like the movie right?" Then I just give the face (-_-)" and then, "Won't lah! No need lah!" Haha!

Okay, then Shanon came and left! So fast!!! (T_T) Well, got last year's birthday present! Another chocolate bear!!!! With a chocolate bathing set!

Hehe... Thanks Shanon! I smell like chocolate! Hoho!

Yup and another event that just passed is the Wushu competition. Argh... A place where really everyone gathers, Friends and Enemies. Well, I'm just there for friends I guess. Hehe... After the competition went to watch 'Journey to the Center of the World' with Shanon and Banana! Hehe! It's a nice fantasy show, I think it's very suitable for kids to watch! Well, we are so indecisive and just randomly alighted at Somerset. And we randomly took a photo!

With this picture, I am so gonna highlight my hair white!!! And now to think of it, Banana, we forgot to sign the movie tickets!!!!

Okay, then went to eat at Kushinbo with Jewl some time ago. We ate alot!!! Because we are quite late for the lunch buffet, so we end up taking a lot of food at one go!

Before

After

Well, have been going to Hort Park to help take photos for Jewl's blog shop! Hehe! Well, kinda relaxing! But bad thing is, kinda tempted to buy some of the T-shirts! Yeah! I so miss the bright sun and the beach! Hehe! Yeah! Next stop will be there!!

The previous Sat... Whoa! Alot of my friends went to the marathon! Then I join them for dim sum lunch buffet at chinatown. Haha! I didn't exercise and I kept eating! Well, finally able to catch up with friends! Then sorta realized, My life is so full of complains! Yikes... No good! It's a pretty nice gathering though. Hehe!!! Although I'm quite in a bad mood because I kinda worry too much... At least I'm able to join my friends for lunch, if not I will really sink even more by staying at home alone. Good thing it rains, because I'll feel sleepy and fall asleep and won't think that much. Hybernation... Haha... Yikes!

Okay, so the reason why I'm home alone is because my sis and my parents went to the underwater world! Here are the evidence!

Er... a sign?

Hmm... Just a person who works there?

Poor peacock... Dad took so many photos of it...

Sis, what are you doing?

Sis pose!

Okay there goes...

Well, once again, I shall complain about my phone! Ahh!!! Why? It doesn't vibrates at all when there is incoming call? And even when I'm holding the phone in my hand, I dun even notice that there are incoming calls... Then tried to take some photos with my phone too... Hehe... Guess it's pretty okay...



Well, okay, I guess that's all for now... Hmm...

Feeling sad isn't such a bad thing. It just proves that I'm still human. Kinda like like the phrase, "I am not the sacrifice, I am the saviour". Hehe... Was watching the anime 'Wolf's Rain' and this phrase just pops up!

Okay the end of my random entry with alot of random stuff!

This kinda sucks...

Darn! Once again, rejected! Argh...

Oh great. Once again, no happy entries to this blog... Well, have thought of some and taken photos but argh... can't make myself to write any happier things...

Bankrupt... Why? When it comes to collecting money, every where seems to be so fast. When it comes to questions or other stuff it's alway slow...

Lost... Oh great... Now I think I'm completely numb, sorta nothing to say... Argh... not even a chance...

I'm so drowning myself!

I guess it have been more than 10 years... Yeah... ever since I was a kid, I have always wanted to work in the game industry... Waited for those 4 years of secondary school to past, it's the 4 years that I just can't wait to leave the school... Even after so many years, still, my drawing just sucks... Or rather, it's just stuck...

And yeah... I guess it's the game, Final Fantasy 7, that made me really wanted to walk this path. As I move on, it just seems clearer where I wanted to go. But now, I guess I feel so lost... Maybe, it's been so long that it just became what I lived for...

No words to explain... Don't think it's necessary to explain... Whatever picture is drawn in my mind, it's hard to draw them out sometimes... Sometimes the picture becomes clear, but sometimes, it just doesn't seem right...

I bring the rain. Somehow, yea... I love the rain... It's just comfortable in a way...

Okay, so now, I just wanna drown myself with Animes and Dvds! Well, no income, so all the money in the bank is not going to increase anyway...

I dun wanna care that much I guess. I think I'll just do what I want to do... Even if others think that I'm useless without a job, not filial or what so ever... Even if it means that I'll go bankrupt by the end of this year...

I guess I just hated interviews... I just dun know how to answer questions that I just dun think about.

I'm just really into those old animes. I think I really kinda wanna look for 'Beserk'. Hehe, I pretty much like the drawing style, okay, I only saw 1 thumbnail picture of that anime. Wanna watch 'Last Exile' as well. Argh... I really wan the whole set of 'Witchblade', the anime and the whole set of the comic. Then I'll wan 'Darkness' comic, kinda wanna have the game too... I wonder why, but it seems like alot of good stuff like music and animations series seems to start around 1996, 1998...

Oh well... Life still goes on... That is not really a good thing sometimes...

DARN!

Great, once again, I'm out of disk space...

Argh... Need a place to store the tutorials!!! Guess I'll have to spend money on hard-disk again...

This sucks...

I dun feel good at all!!!!!!

Argh... Really wanted to work in that white castle...

Tried to called them, left a note, wrote emails, but I still haven't got the test... Argh... Maybe I'll try again on Monday or Tuesday...

It's like I'm so irritatingly calling up and spamming emails... Argh!!! I dun know!!!

It just happens over and over again!!! It just keeps feeling sucky... Tried not to, but the way things always turns out, it really just makes me feel bad.

Yeah... Probably some people will be so happy right now, seeing me with this lousy feeling. I dun care anymore! This is who I am! At least, I'm being honest! Yeah! I don't feel good! I've been trying and nothing turns out to be good.

Now it's probably worst! I'm really not even going to have money. Yea, no money to study. I've used up all my savings for Marama workshop. At least, I'm getting a life for a while. It's probably short term, but it's still experience!

Okay, maybe there is just 1 thing good that is coming, will be the workshop. Now, I'm just kinda worried about getting the air tickets. Okay, maybe I'll just set the date, after Sept 1st, I must look for and buy the ticket no matter what.

I guess getting a job would really be nice though. Especially in that white castle. Oh well, looks like they are really busy and I just really sucks at interviews. Well, I'm suppose to have a test but I still haven't got it...

Darn! And teaching those kids, it's even more boring! Yeah! Those kids always say that the lesson is boring and blah blah blah! That just because those guys just knows shit! I'm just really controlling, really wanted to scold vulgarities and things like that! Okay, well, but just trying to laugh things off.

Spent money on DVDs again. Argh... There I go rotting my life away. Yeah, I'm the most free person for now.

Life just sucks, for now I hope. Okay okay, I'm naggy. The reason why I can nag and have all these feelings is because I'm human, a imperfect being, and I'm proud of it! That's what makes me unstable! Muahahaha!!!!

Alright, I so lazy to think already, all the plans seemed to fail. Oh well, taking a break, hope I can come out with a good piece of work soon.

That feels so much better! Sorry readers, yea, I'm venting my anger because I'm lonely! Everyone is busy, so that's it for now. Feel free to get angry or what so ever, after reading this! Afterall, everyone have their own feelings!

Sleepy.... Nice weather! And yea, I bring the rain!

Stop thinking or missing! Argh! Just MOVE ON!

Darn... Why do I just kept hesitating...

Ya... I'm scared! I'm just scared! But, I just have to try! Argh! I just miss all my friends and all the good times we had together. Everyone is moving on... Argh! It's just kinda feel uncomfortable to be stuck... And I just kept getting stuck. Again and again and again! Every time I can only wish for things to go smoothly. Some times I just wanna leave the country, and yeah... I should stop finding reasons to stop myself. AH!!!!!

MOVE ON! Yea... I'm lazy... But, I just dun feel good to always keep thinking of sleeping and eating all day and no income... Argh... Having that useless feeling... Yikes... I need to just get my confidence back... Argh!!!! Almost almost!

Okay... Calm down, think, and be serious! Argh... Dun think and just do it!

Alright enough of those, well, some photos taken at cookie museum! Tada!Look at those enormous cookies!

Nice Place, Nice Service and Nice price... Yikes! Their cookies are really special! There are local delights flavours such as Nasi Lemak, Laksa, ... Hard to describe how it taste, just have to let the cookies do the talking!

Okie... That's for the cookie museum...

Alright, just spent quite some money to buy tickets for a workshop. Well, I only have 1 life, so I'll just go explore and get more exposure! Argh! Even if it means that I'm getting broke! There will be a way out! Argh!

Yikes... I'm stuck with the F1 car model, well, the paper one that is... can't seem to figure out how to connect the parts together... And, I'm bad at using a scissors to cut! Yikes!!!!!

Okay, I'll probably blog about the school I'm teaching at next time. Interesting students... Ah! I felt like I'm being tortured! Yikes!

Okay, Go GO GO!!!! MOVE ON!!!! Don't wait any longer!!! ARGH!!!!!