Help, help, HELP!

Argh...

I just so bad at modeling and texturing. I knew it long ago. Okay, so far, probably no one has even come across this blog.

Speed is really 1 key factor. The biggest problem with me is, I have no confidence and I am super slow. Well, any tips? (I'm like crazy...)

The way things are now are really making me feel demoralized. Everytime people tried to give me a chance, I just messed it up. Simply because I'm not fast enough. And I have no confidence to really send my resume out.

The way I am now, I'll probably just make the company lose money. Working as an intern? I don't even think I can pass that as well.

Argh... Damn. Just needed help I guess...