What a day... Thoughts...

Alright, does construction companies work even on sat? I guess no surprise. Well, it's kinda noisy today... or rather, these days! They are sorta redoing the pavement right below my block. And, it's really early in the morning. Okay, I don't wake up in the morning. Argh... so, morning till afternoon, the noise of the drill and my sister... Grr... And even till the evening... Well, national day, so, lots of plane fly pass... On normal occasion there are already alot around this area, and now even more! Can't I have a peaceful time? Well, thankfully it's just temporary or else I'm going mad!

Hmm... I think I sorta need more than 1 week to finish up with the texturing. UV unwrapping kinda took quite some time. I guess I'm just slow. Surfing CGTalk pretty much these days! Well, looking for texturing tutorials and interesting stuffs. Whoa! And I saw their HCR Modeling, Star wars Tribute. Well, as I scroll down, saw the winner. Somehow, just felt that it is really good! Not in terms of look, texture or model. Well, probably it's the expression. Just somehow felt the sadness and anger of the character. (If I predicted correctly) Sorta made me start thinking...

I remembered, an artwork... a good artwork will have meaning to it. It's suppose to be sorta like a kinda expression. But then, it can never pass without a good look. Maybe, it's just human? Sorta like, people tend to look at beautiful things with a first impression. If the first impression isn't that beautiful, it's harder for them to see the inner beauty... Hmm... lots of movies have alot of great characters, these characters have scary looks, but yet, inside there's love. I really admire that. And, it's really wow! I wondered if one day I would be able to create something like that, something with meaning.

Surfing for tutorials, unwrapping a little bit of my model and watching some video shows (hehe... oops!) In the evening, went off to the hospital to see my relative. Well, I guess he's getting better. Just some time after, the opposite bed in the shared ward, something sorta happen. It's really kinda terrible, the patient's heart sorta slow down quite a lot, around 40beats, his wife cried silently as the doctors and nurses try to get his heartbeat rate back to normal. Everyone around, even strangers, showed their concerns... I hope it's okay now...

After the hospital visit, went to have dinner and then to the new supermarket that opened behind my block. Yup, it's really much bigger than the one we usually shop at. When there's competition, the consumers are most fortunate! More stuff, bigger space to walk around and easier to get to.

Back home, carried all the things to the kitchen and tried to switch on my room's light... ah.... not working... So, waited for dad to come back and fixed it... The light bulb turned black, spoiled. Phew, luckily, there's a new unused one in the store room. And, that's the end of day...

Love is probably kinda sad...