Grr... AHHH!!!!!!

Ahh... Mum just keeps on nagging about the mistake dad made for my sis's passport thing... It's just... Can't stand it sometimes...

I guess, I'm just sorta frustrated... Felt so so useless sometimes. People are already out there working, and yet, I'm still at home learning and learning... I'm young so it's okay? Nah... There are so many people who are young and yet they are so so so capable! They know so much things... And, I'm just still learning...

I knew all these long ago. But yet, why do people doubt me? I always knew that my works are not that good, but why to others, they always think that I'm arrogant? I just don't get it. I only had a tiny bit of confidence... And that confidence have already been wiped out completely... It's really hard to build it back...

Well, who cares? No comments, no improvement eh? I think I'm still pretty bad at figuring things out sometimes eh? ah... Guess I really wanna learn how to paint... no money to go for classes, so it's just the net and me... haha... I meant, the tutorials online...

Ahh... practising Zbrush... or rather just started... Haven't touch my reel for quite some time already... Hard to control...