Darn... Feeling kinda cold.

Well, I guess I won't delete the other entries. After all, it's what I felt up till now although it's kinda boring. Hmm... even if it does offended people, too bad, all I can say is sorry, this is my blog.

Haven't done anything to the blogskin. Okay, I'm pretty lazy and kinda down to do anything about it. Argh... my legs are feeling kinda numb... Probably lack of exercise...

Nothing much been happening to my life. Then again, it seems like alot have happened. Here I am blogging about I dun really know what as well.

Okay, maybe I should apply for the free GV card. December's almost here. Loads of shopping offers, well it's year-end and Christmas and New Year. Got an email from MOS, looks like a pretty good offer, but it's quite costly still...

And yea... Finally, finished my reel. So far, I did tried to apply a few companies with the older not modified model. No news. Gonna try again. It's sorta like don't really know where else to send. Argh... Maybe should try more overseas one? Well, there are all really hard to get in. Gotta try harder and harder. Yet, sometimes, is hardwork really paying off?

But then again. There really are a lot of admirable people around who never gave up. Saw in the CG SG forum about this armless Japanese artist. Even without an arm, he could paint so so so much better. It sorta keeps me thinking. Argh... I'm just far from that.

December is almost here. Argh... Some thing is bugging me, but I don't know what it is... I don't know why somehow it feels so cold and lonely. It somehow felt like it doesn't really matter if I go overseas and work. I just don't really feel like I belonged anywhere.

Darn... have that feeling I wanna drink again. It just really doesn't feel good at all... I'm just sad... just really sad somehow... Just wanna drunk my sorrows... Argh... this sucks...