The crowded PC show and the dying me...

Went to the PC show, and yes, it's the last day. It's freaking crowded! If you are really not gonna buy anything there, is best to stay out because basically, there's nothing to see. Went with Enki-chan! Hehe...

Okay, so I finally got a Canon camera. Haven't really figure out all the controls and things like that. And I probably might not have alot of time to play with it. Well, just have to make sure the camera is there when we need it.

But it really is super tiring... Just grab the papers, find your way to the booth and gotta think fast and just buy it. Don't understand sometimes, these expensive stuff is not there for free, why is there so many people crowding around? Okay, there is free coffee and some free stuff but hmm... Don't know what to say about that. Well, it does makes people kinda think of this question, 'Buying products for the free gifts or for the quality product?'

Well, so summary is, went to PC show, make our way up and grab the brochures, find a spot to not block the way and think and think and think. After that, dash in to the booth, grab our stuff and get free gifts... Just tired... So tired till no strength to eat!

Okay, so now again, wanna kinda mention my job again. I know I know, have been complaining to alot of friends about it! Haha... That's what friends are for right? Hehe... And yep, I burnt their ears by complaining and complaining... Keke... Sorry and thanks my good friends!

Well, I guess the really key thing why I just really wanted to quit is because of feelings and passion. The longer I work there, just kinda felt like I grow to become sadder and sadder. It's like I just really wanna go out and have fun with my friends or family sometime, but it's almost like no time. Just so tired that I don't really have time to rest and thus, got MC on Friday.

I guess the doctor is not very happy that day. Quite a weird visit. End up, got pills for my running nose, sore throat and my tired muscles. Yep, I guess my body didn't have enough rest though...

Okay, and, the longer I work there, I just feel like there isn't passion there at all. The work is alot but it just doesn't satisfy me. It really is just work. Can't say it's for the money though, because it's low paying and most likely, Macdonald's will for sure pay more, considered the long hours. It's more like for suicide? Just don't feel alive at all... The longer I work there, the more dead I feel. That's why...

Well, and so on with the 2 companies that interviewed me. Hmm... Alright I'm gonna write an email to ask and really hope they'll hire me.

Had some weird dreams lately... And I think I should just draw. Alright off to grab something to eat...