I dun feel good at all!!!!!!

Argh... Really wanted to work in that white castle...

Tried to called them, left a note, wrote emails, but I still haven't got the test... Argh... Maybe I'll try again on Monday or Tuesday...

It's like I'm so irritatingly calling up and spamming emails... Argh!!! I dun know!!!

It just happens over and over again!!! It just keeps feeling sucky... Tried not to, but the way things always turns out, it really just makes me feel bad.

Yeah... Probably some people will be so happy right now, seeing me with this lousy feeling. I dun care anymore! This is who I am! At least, I'm being honest! Yeah! I don't feel good! I've been trying and nothing turns out to be good.

Now it's probably worst! I'm really not even going to have money. Yea, no money to study. I've used up all my savings for Marama workshop. At least, I'm getting a life for a while. It's probably short term, but it's still experience!

Okay, maybe there is just 1 thing good that is coming, will be the workshop. Now, I'm just kinda worried about getting the air tickets. Okay, maybe I'll just set the date, after Sept 1st, I must look for and buy the ticket no matter what.

I guess getting a job would really be nice though. Especially in that white castle. Oh well, looks like they are really busy and I just really sucks at interviews. Well, I'm suppose to have a test but I still haven't got it...

Darn! And teaching those kids, it's even more boring! Yeah! Those kids always say that the lesson is boring and blah blah blah! That just because those guys just knows shit! I'm just really controlling, really wanted to scold vulgarities and things like that! Okay, well, but just trying to laugh things off.

Spent money on DVDs again. Argh... There I go rotting my life away. Yeah, I'm the most free person for now.

Life just sucks, for now I hope. Okay okay, I'm naggy. The reason why I can nag and have all these feelings is because I'm human, a imperfect being, and I'm proud of it! That's what makes me unstable! Muahahaha!!!!

Alright, I so lazy to think already, all the plans seemed to fail. Oh well, taking a break, hope I can come out with a good piece of work soon.

That feels so much better! Sorry readers, yea, I'm venting my anger because I'm lonely! Everyone is busy, so that's it for now. Feel free to get angry or what so ever, after reading this! Afterall, everyone have their own feelings!

Sleepy.... Nice weather! And yea, I bring the rain!