Just feeling pretty down...

Oh well, today didn't really went well though...

Woke up kinda late in the morning... Argh... Luckily, wasn't late for work.

Morning till afternoon, nothing much really happen. Things ain't that bad till the late afternoon!

Argh... I just dun know why!!! I spent hours trying to fix up Maya! I did encounter the problem before, but I just forgot how to solve it again!!! Oh... I just remembered, I've never solved the problem... Yikes! Okay, I think I just remembered the cause... But anyway, the manipulator just refuses to show up! Argh! And after I thought it was fixed, it disappear again! Grr....

And after that, I had a really bad drive with the instructor. I really feel motion sickness after that. The instructor just did far too much sudden break. I wasn't even controlling the car! Argh... It's like I've wasted a drive. Oh well, hope I can get to practise more and just get my license already... Argh...

And right after that driving session, I just feel really sick, can't eat much food... Argh... And I guess I kinda feel so down...

Ya... Maybe sometimes I just think too hard... Argh... It's just hard to live with others sometimes... Do feel like moving out at times... But I just don't have the money. Do feel like I'm being boss around sometimes... Oh well, at least things do work out in the end...

I just feel like crying... But why can't I just cry!!! Argh!!! So irritating to try to squeeze out tears! Oh well...

I don't know... Maybe it's just my down time... Feeling so down... And weak at times... Just kinda lost at what I am and I do... Argh... Yikes... Gotta try to cheer up more! Positive thinking attracts positive energy!!! AHH!!! Fight-o oh!

WAHH!!!! AHH!!!!! Fight on!!! Grrrr!!!!!