Tired... Confused...

Well, met up with enki-chan for lunch today... haha... walked from lavender MRT, WHOA! A mud skipper! Saw a bird too, something like a crane, it's sorta standing very still like a statue!

Okay, so lunch, miss the food there! hee... so nice chating with enki-chan. Hehe... Yea... made me sorta think about certain things. Like, learning japanese language, how I should earn some money to survive first... Ah... really appreciate it ba!

Hee... really great to have so many advisors. But I guess one really bad thing is just me. I'm lazy at times... And that's really a killer...

After lunch, went to meet bin and banana go walk around at central. It's sorta like a new mall, so, we are kinda lost inside... maybe because most parts of the mall is made up of clear glass, so, visible of where the exit is, luckily, not trapped! One really stupid thing that I did is climbing a 90 steps stairs down to the train station only to realize that the escalator is right beside when I reached... (-_-)"

Had subway for dinner at orchard. My legs are really tired after all that walking... Well, okay, better go do a little bit of my reel before I sleep...

Ah... What am I think? I'm so indecisive.... Why am I turning down so many part-time jobs? It's sorta like I'm too scared to take it up. I know I'm not fast enough, yet I didn't try... Just afraid that I might make the company lose money or something... I should have just try. I'm kinda disappointed with myself.